lol, heck no man lol. So for you, it's like think the worse and if it happens, you are mentally prepared for it, and if it doesn't it brings you joy?In my experience at least, it helps to think negatively and set expectations low. Like a reverse jinx.
I always go with think the best, and if it happens, it's great. If for some reason the best doesn't happen, I tell myself next time it will. Positive throughout, for me, is a win-win. Different strokes for different folks, but whatever gets us through is the key lol.